Hello world

hello world..

are you lonely? i know i am.. my heart has been close and depressed for close to 3 years.. ever since she left me..

i still love her.. but all i brought her was suffering..

i received her call 2 months ago.. not at a very good time.. she didn't say much.. i am surprise she called me..

looking at the number displayed on my cellphone, i am surprise that it is not her house number that was displayed.. when i ask where she is calling from, she say from her boyfriend's house..

even though i sound unmoved when i acknowledge that piece of information, i am sad .. we brokew up because she say that the relationshipis not working and she is thinking about going into formal spiritual practice (that the relationship is a obsticle??)

anyway.. i love her .. still??

Singing when alone..