The Fool.

Are u afraid of loneliness? Do u feel that there are something wrong with u and the terrible thing is that it is definitely not your looks?

Does that mean you have a terrible character?? or is there some secret in making friends?

I only have questions and no answers.

Today is a saturday. I just came back from work. Again i am alone. reading political blogs and watching spider lilies on youtube.

How long can we bury or try to ignore or remain ignorant of truths.

Will I ever know the answer? should i? or should i not?

The Fool.

"Not well done is that deed which one, having performed, has to repent; whose consequence one has to face with tears and lamentation." ~ The Buddha Shayamuni.

From Me To Myself

Hi.

Nice to meet u again peng. How r u?

R u well? Are things working out? Better?

Soon u wll be 35. Some things had worked. most had not. Is it ok? U still hanging?

Please take good care of yourself. Its not as bad as it can be.

Have u seen hopeless eyes?? u do not have them. (yet?)

So, how will the road be like?? will u live well?? how much more despair b4 the end?? Do u want to avoid it?

What is the price of a guilt free mind. Oh.. the cause of suffering is foolishness.

In The End, Are U Strong Enough.?

See u soon.

From me, To myself.